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In my whole life, no one has ever looked at me the way that you do.

That's the problem with us, we're too much alike. We're stubborn asses and always want to get our own way. We both hate to be wrong and love to be right. But that's the thing about love. No matter what happens, we always come back for each other one more time.

It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want.

You don't care, and I finally understand that. But I'm never going to understand how you could drop me so fast, and I guess I'll never know. You owe me a thousand explanations but you'll never take the time to explain a thing to me.

The other boys just won't do, because boy  all I want is you. You light up my eyes; you're the star in my sky. We're the perfect two and I know it's true. Because when I think of love, I think of you.

I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you're afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I'm the one that's left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

You say you're looking for happiness but when it comes to you, you run away from it. You tell yourself you don't deserve it. There's not much more that I can do now, the rest is up to you. Until you love yourself, you'll never change. You'll keep on running until you deal with today.

And you know what? I realized something last night. It's not that I want you to hold my hand. It's that I want you to reach for it.

People will hate you, rate you, shake you, and break you. How strong you stand is what makes you.

"Don't tell me the sky's the limit when there's footprints on the moon."

"Don't worry. You may think you'll never get over it. But you also thought it would last forever.'

He's just a boy who doesn't understand what he has right there in front of him, and she's a girl who never quite understood how to let go.

It was always better when we were together.

I don't care if its going anywhere, I really like wasting my time on you.

I want you to know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs, i'll still have yours.

   I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person? Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything, and not have a problem with thesilence in the middle. Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens", I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it out of my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way, I learned one good thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

Please don't be like the others, prove to me you're different. Show me that you're worth fighting for.

Here's a toast. To the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party. How to live. How to have a good time just sitting around. Here are to the people that no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you. To lean back on and catch you if you fall.

There's nothing scarier than getting what you want, 
because that's when you really have something to lose.

There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to be. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

"Even if you think the flame has died, there's at least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot, and then you'll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again."
-John Mayer

I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.

It's hard to believe we're not those kids anymore. Almost as hard as it is to believe we ever were.

There is something to be said about two people who find each other time and time again.  No matter what situations they end up in or how far apart they become - they come back to each other.  Those are the people who have a little thing called fate on their side.  Those are the people I envy.  It's almost like the world is saying, "Stop seperating, you are meant to be together."

You should never assume that somebody loves you by only seeing their sweetness. Because sometimes, you should believe in the fact that you're just an option when they're bored.

It's on the tip of my tongue, but I'm still afraid. 
Sometimes the only thing words do is get in the way. 
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say, 
but I don't wanna lose you, drive you away. Don't 
wanna confuse you, I need you to stay

When you walk away from something and there's no gravitational pull, then you know you're doing the right thing.

"Would I rather be feared or loved? Easy. Both. I want people to be afraid of how much they love me."

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point, so you can move forward.

For once in my life, I don't have to try to be happy when I am with you, it just happens.

Honestly, I don't know what it is about you, what keeps me so attached. Your voice, your smile, the way you laugh, they're all perfect, but it's something more. Something is keeping me here, keeping me focused on you. And sometimes I think it's a bad thing, but then when I take a step back and see where it's gotten me, I couldn't appreciate it more.

I pushed you away because I knew that if you stayed, I could never turn you down. You are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me, and you will always have me.

Yeah, I do talk to other guys. I laugh with other guys, and I hug other guys.. But don't you doubt for a second that any of them mean as much to me as you do.

No, I don't think you're a jerk. I prefer degrading-son-of-a-bitch-who-needs-a-reality-check.

I saw you today and realized how far apart we’ve grown. I know I should talk to you and ask you how you’re doing. And I really wish I could. But it’s just occurred to me that we’re strangers now. You don’t know me anymore, much less want to, and it’s okay that you’ve moved on. I know that everything’s different now. I’ve been staying strong.

I asked how he was, and he said bad, and that everything sucked for him. But there was nothing I could do because he pushed me away. And I couldn't help but think, maybe things wouldn't have been so bad if he hadn't.

She likes you a lot. She just has a funny way of showing it. But, hey, so do you.

When someone from your past returns, it just means 
he’s never gotten over you when he’s left. It means you 
were the one that always crossed his mind when he 
was with her. It means he still believes in both of you.
But when you take him back, you realize that you 
feel the same way.

It hurts even more when you look in the mirror and realize who’s staring back at you is the reason why he’s not there.

Your cocky confidence kills me. It's scary to know I'll never be over you.

I liked him. Actually, no. I loved him. But there were parts of me that weren’t completely ready to give him another chance. And that was something I just had to deal with.

I know you don't like how you're changing because of how he's affected you. This might not be who you used to be, but it's who you became because of him. But now, you're gonna be changing for the better. You're finally over the fact that he left your life. You're gonna be stronger. You're in kick-ass mode now.

Standing up for yourself was a good thing, letting him know he can't control you anymore. He needed a wake up call, & he got one. Now he's gonna have to deal with the fact that he can't just have you sittin there on the backburner while he's out with other girls. He's gonna have no one to fall back on, & you deserve to be someone's first priority, not their 578493th choice.